Riech D.
Cruz
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Beaumont, TX 77701
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33rd
Day - 15th Year!
2nd
Day of The 2nd
Month
11-05-2009
5th
Day of the Week, which is called Thursday!
"The
Morning!"
Thank You, O Lord for the joy
that You give to me and also for the peace in
not being anxious for anything! Thank You for
the prayers coming forth and for giving me what
to pray for, through Xmeah! Blessed is Your Word
and blessed is Xmeah, the Man of God, that You
give to us to give us Your Word! Thank You
for the work You helped me to do and for causing
me to rise up very early this morning, after
going to bed very late! It really is not
the amount of sleep that we get that gives us
energy! You are my Enduring Strength!
Thank You for helping Deborah Esther with her
sleeping last night. She only woke up once
to eat! Thank You for giving her comfort
and the rest that she needs. Thank You for
giving me the rest that I need. Thank You
for giving me work that I can do, and for the
time to do it! Amen!
In one of the Reports that I was listening to,
it was talking about how at times we can have
two or even three dreams a night! These
are things that we are supposed to report to
others what the Lord has shown us! We are
to write them and also record it on what ever
recording device we have, so that it can be
distributed to others. Thank You for the
instructions that You send to us.
There are no dreams in my remembrance, at this
time, O Lord. If it be Your Will, I do ask
that You would bring them back to my
remembrance! Amen!
You are constantly keeping in my remembrance to
fight for others and also to get what I need so
that I can be a help to others. You have
saved us to bring souls to You! Why would
I overlook those of my own household, first, and
try to help others! Look at the work that
I have right before my own eyes! This is
truly my first work and my first ministry!
I have been given four children, with my
husband, and these are the souls that I should
be working hard on, to bring to the Lord!
Thank You for the meditations!
Xmeah spoke about how when he is in the presence
of all that he does not lose focus on any of us!
Give me that, too, I pray! I do not need
to lose sight on any that You have given to me!
This is also a part of that determination to not
quit and give up, when things get tough and get
hard! I have been in labor a long time,
but let me not try to abort the babies that are
to be born! I did give birth to four
children, physically, but now I have to give
birth to them spiritually!
I see females on TV giving birth to babies and
they take pain medication. They feel
nothing! I do not care that this is not
correct grammar, because that is the way that I
heard it! They feel nothing, which means
that they have no feelings, what so ever!
They did not struggle to bring forth the child!
But I have struggled. And I know the same
way the Lord gave me the strength to bring forth
the children physically, He can give me the
strength to bring them forth spiritually.
My Lord, I do not know how to do this. I
ask that You would teach me! Teach me what
I need, and strengthen me with what I need, so
that I might do this great work, for You!
The praise of the wicked is as valuable to me as
shit! This is something You gave me to
meditate on, also! I have had people
praise me and say, "Oh, you are such a good
mother, and your kids are so good!" but none of
this is true! One thing is, if they truly
liked my way and envied me, like they say they
do, then they will do what I do to get where I
am. The other thing is that people know
how to put on a sweet appearance and act like
they are good with all manner of evil that they
are doing, and hiding! The way of Satan is
to smile in a person's face and act so innocent
and respectful, but behind closed doors, they
are doing all manner of sins! The Lord
spoke this about how certain wives would do
that, too, where they do all manner of evil and
the husband gets angry, but when they have
company come over, the wife acts so loving and
kind, and the husband is fuming! The
people then think that the husband is mean and
the wife is the one that is innocent and so
sweet!
When I see these evil ways, it really used to
piss me off a lot and I would be fuming.
But I have seen where it does not affect me like
it used to! One thing that has helped me
is when Xmeah was given to speak to us and tell
me about if there was so much Power around here,
the evil could not even come near! So now my
focus is gaining the Power! The same Power
that the Lord Jesus had, where the evil spirits
could not just come in and do what they wanted
to do with those who were given to the Lord.
Amen!
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