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259th Day - 14th Year!
16th Day of The 8th Month
06-19-2009
6th
Day of the Week, which is called Friday!


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06-19-2009

 

 "The Morning!"

 

Blessed are You, O Lord!  You cause me to rise up with joy and singing of praises and giving of thanks!  You cause me to rise up with You on my mind and seeking what is the Word of the Lord for me this day! Just like when Deborah Esther wakes up and she is seeking to be fed and cleaned, I see how You make me to be like that, too!  I seek what are the things that I need to have corrected!  I am also seeking my daily bread, wanting to know what is it that the Lord has in store for us today, to feed us!  Thank You, Lord for giving me the joy in seeking and hearing Your Word!  It is like going to get a present, or a surprise, not knowing what it is that you will receive, but whatever it is, I know it is going to be good!  Thank You for the excitement that You give to me!  Thank You for the peace and the joy that You give!  Thank You for clearing up all the mess that was in the house and giving Deborah comfort and peace!  She slept so well last night!  I know that the evil that was in the house was affecting her.  But now that You have set us on the right path, there is peace and she has peace and comfort! 

In a dream from last night, I saw that Erika, the midwife that the Lord used to deliver Deborah Esther had come over to pick up her computer, that is at our shop to be repaired.  She had her children with her and we were all talking and having a good time.  Then as I looked out the window, I saw a suburban that belonged to the midwife that she worked under, whose name is Afua. 

Afua was the original midwife that my husband and I chose to deliver the baby, but as time went on, she started to show herself not to be faithful and full of too many fears in delivering this baby.  She also started to be contentious and causing distress of heart, so when I went into labor, I did not call her.  I was not going to call a person who did not believe that we could have this baby natural.  She did not believe that I could and she even told the other midwife, Erika, not to come to my birth because I was a risk!  So, on 05-09-2009, at 7:30 pm, when I went into labor, I did not call her.  I told my husband and that was all.  By the next morning, on 05-10-2009, after laboring all night, and I was sure that I was in active labor, I emailed Xmeah, the Man of God, to tell him.  Later that day he had come over and stayed with us all that day and all that night!  Then on the following day, 05-11-2009, the Lord instructed us, through Xmeah to call Erika.  Erika had told us previously that it did not matter what the older midwife had said.  She said if I needed her, she would come anyway.  She knew what was being done to us was not right, and she said she believed me when God promised me that He would bring me to deliverance and would deliver a healthy child! 

So when she was called, she came right away!  3 hours later, our fourth child was born, and brought forth into this world!  It was such a joyous and exciting occasion for all of us!  But then later, when the other midwife had heard what had happened, she became very bitter!  She could not believe that I had the baby naturally, and did not need to have a c-section.  And she was angry at Erika for coming when we called her.  But this same midwife had also told me on the morning of 05-09-2009 that she could not come to see me on Monday, because she had something she had to do.  And it was Monday that the Lord decided for me to have the baby!  So she made herself not available!

But in the dream, when Erika was here, I saw that Afua had also shown up!  She was also here to pick up a computer that we are working on for her!  I know that since the birth of Deborah Esther, Afua has become very bitter towards Erika and will not work with her anymore, and even threatened to have her put in jail and not be able to practice as a midwife!  Even though the evil spirits were influencing the older midwife to say such horrible things, Erika still loved her and showed her kindness. 

When both midwives were in the room together, I put one arm around each of them and drew them to stand face to face.  I had wanted them to get this thing resolved and go back to being friends again.  I did not want all the evil rewards to fall upon the older midwife, because of her extreme bitterness and the arrows that she was shooting out at the younger midwife!

But as they stood face to face, it was no longer the older one that was bitter, but now it was Erika that was angry and bitter! 

I was very surprised to see that!  It was not what I had expected!

My Lord, what does this mean?

 I did start to speak what I was hearing coming to my remembrance, by the Holy Ghost, and I spoke in the Word of the Lord to them.  There was something that I had to say to them, and the word "shit," is what came to mind to say, but then the spirits were messing with me trying to get me to say a different word, because there were young children in the room.  I said, "I am sorry, but I have to say, 'shit.'   Because any other word does not put the empahasis on what I am trying to say, like if I say, 'I am going to beat the poo-poo out of you,' does not sound the same like, 'I am going to beat the shit out of you!"

I know Erika's kids were surprised to hear me say that, but they understood and the message was gotten across as to what I meant.  When I said, I was sorry, I was not rally sorry for having to say that, because I knew what the Lord said about we have to say the same words He uses, and not change it. 

I also explained to all of them that they do not know how God really talks!  I said people think God talks like how they portrayed Him in the 10 Commandments, saying, in a slow deep voice, "Thou shalt not kill!"  But I told them all throughout the Bible God has said some very harsh things!  The word "dung," in the time that the Old English Bible was written, was just as harsh, in those days, as saying the word "shit," in these days!

My Lord, why was it shown that now Erika was bitter?

Bitterness is a problem that many deal with.  I remember when I was so bitter at people, but the people I was bitter against never knew that I was bitter against them, and it did not affect them at all.  But the bitterness was eating me up and making me to be one unhappy person! 

Deliverance is needed, O Lord, because the problem is not completely gone!  But I know that You have the Power to remove this in an instant, if You choose to do so!  You have all Power and You are the Great Deliverer!  There is nothing that can hold us bound, because You have declared it!  The Lord Jesus overcame all that is in the world, and You give us power to overcome it all, too!

After having this dream, I realized that both of these midwives that were shown in the dream did tell me that they were coming over today to pick up their computers.  I had not remembered this until after the dream. 

I do ask that You would bless us with the understanding to this dream.  Amen!

Bitterness is a deep rooted problem that needs to be plucked up by the root and cast into the fire!

I remember when I was bound to so much bitterness, and the bitterness that I felt was not hurting anyone but myself! I know that You have all Power to deliver, O God! Thank You for the help that You have sent forth the help to the people to be set free!

 

 

 


 

Riech D. Cruz

1735 College Street

Beaumont, TX 77701

409-839-8404

 

riech@mycomputerlady.net

 

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