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207th
Day - 14th Year!
25th
Day of The 7th Month
04-28-2009
3rd
Day of the Week, which is called Tuesday!
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MP3 Reports
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onto CD's! Thus saith the LORD, Pray that
every MP3 Report, that you see mentioned in
these Reports, will come unto you! Amen!
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04-28-2009
The Morning!
207thDay_14thYear.mp3
Encourage
and exhort others, like we have been encouraged
and exhorted, is what I was hearing this
morning! Courage comes from You, O God!
I am only as brave and as strong as the Spirit
that You give me! In the time of Moses,
when Pharaoh was coming at them at the Red Sea,
that must have been a tremendous sight!
Death was barreling in at them, but yet You said
for them to stand still and see the Salvation of
the Lord! I am not satisfied with only me,
not being afraid, but I would that all would
feel this confidence in You and see Your
Salvation! I am glad that You have given
Xmeah what he needs to be calm and assured,
because it is true that if I saw him wavering,
or unsure, then I would not be as calm!
You have given him to do what the Lord Jesus has
done, where he goes off by himself, in the
morning, and strengthens himself, so then when
he comes back, he can deal with all of us!
The first part of the day is spent with the
Lord! You have given all of us to do that,
now, to spend time with You, in prayers and
meditations!
I love the
time that You give to us, O Lord God!
Thank You for the strength! Thank You for
the Instructions on what to do in certain
situations.
Teach me to
pray as I ought to pray, O Lord, because I
acknowledge that I do not know what to pray for,
as I should. You know the concerns of my
heart for the people that are around me.
What can I do to make them not be so fearful?
Help, O Lord, for trouble is near! Amen!
Blessed are
You, O Lord my Strength and my Deliverer!
You are my Confidence, and in You do I trust!
It is You I look to for help, and comfort.
With all that Job went through, he still blessed
You! And none of us have gone through a
trial like Job! I know that You did not
put this on me, but You allowed it to be here,
and it is for my good! And for that, I
give You thanks, O Lord, that You would allow
such a trial to come to me! Amen!
You do not allow more to come upon us than we
can handle, so these things that I am facing and
dealing with, it is because You know I can
handle it! Thank You for the Holy Ghost
bringing the Word back to my remembrance.
The Word does comfort the heart!
What all did Job have to go through? He
lost everything! He lost his money, his
children and his health! He said he was
one that would not go to the hypocrites to be
bound and cut on, for his healing! He was
talking about going to the false doctors, to be
operated on, because of his sickness. And
this is what I was given to say, yesterday, that
I will not go that way, either! I will not
be cut on, to be relieved of this pain that I am
in. I will not be cut on to have this baby
delivered! When it is time, and I have
gained all I need from this trial, it will be
over! Amen!
I had to laugh at how the evil spirits were also
trying to make me think that I never want to get
pregnant again! The Lord said to be
fruitful and multiply, and I do want to have
more children, if the Lord sees fit. If it
is not what He desires, then He is the One Who
cuts off childbearing! But I will not do
anything physically, or spiritually, to cut off
childbearing! Life comes from You, O Lord,
and Life is a gift! I will not curse You,
just like Job did not curse You! And I
will not curse this pregnancy, or the child
growing in my womb! This is what Satan
wants! He wants me to curse God, but I
will say like Job said, "Blessed be the Name of
the Lord!" Amen!
Encouragement from the Lord, that came through
the mouth of Xmeah: When you saw
in Psalm 18, whereby it is written, saying,
"Death made me afraid!" This is showing that we
all will deal with these spirits. That is why I
was given to tell you all about how the Lord
gave me to answer Death by saying, "Life and
death are in the Hands of the Lord! I cannot
die until He says so; and, if He says I will
die, what can I do about that?"
Amen!
Thank You
for the understanding that You have brought
forth about my trial! Amen! You also
gave me to meditate on a certain Preacher, whose
name was Sidney. And how he was tried, at
the very end, to a thing that he fell to, in his
past. It reminded me of how I had said, "I
will never go back to a hospital again!" I
have condemned the ways of these false doctors,
and I have condemned the methods that they use
to deliver babies by c-section, just for money!
But then here, I find myself in a trial of being
pregnant, and the birth has not come yet.
I look to You, O Lord to bring forth this birth!
You are the One Who opened the womb and caused
me to be able to conceive, and You are the One,
Who can bring forth the birth! If doctors
have chemicals and things that they use to cause
a woman to go into labor, how much greater are
You, to be able to do that and more? I do
not question You, and Your Wisdom. I know
You have all Power to bring me on to the
delivery, in Your Good Timing. When that
is, I do not know. But I thank You for
delivering me from anxiousness! There was
a time that I was very anxious to have this
baby, and it caused me much distress of heart
when days would pass and I had not yet
delivered. But You have caused this
anxiousness to pass from me! You are the
Peace of my heart, O Lord!
I have
heard all of the evil speaking to me, and I
rebuke these evil speakers, when I am given to
rebuke! I praise the Lord when I am given
to praise the Lord, and I am learning to answer
the evil, just as the Lord Jesus had to speak to
Satan when he tried Him, and just like Xmeah has
had to answer the evil when it would talk in his
ears! This is something we all must learn.
Thank You, Lord for my time of learning and the
preparations that You give me. What I am
going through will be a help to others coming
behind me. It amazes me, to look at it,
now, that You saw me fit to endure this trial.
For that I do thank You, for allowing this to
be! You could have given this trial to
anyone, but You chose to allow this to happen to
me! Thank You, Lord for that! Amen!
I want to gain all that I can from this trial,
while it is still here!
When I meditated on Sidney and
his faith, and how he was tried, even unto his
death, I marveled! The Lord said, he who
seeks to save his life, will lose it, and he who
loses his life will gain it! I know that
Sidney showed more value in his Spiritual Life,
which is the true life, and not about his, flesh
and blood, body!
In the early part of my
pregnancy, I have heard the wicked threaten me
with the death of the baby! When that did
not work to cause me to fear, then I heard the
wicked threaten me with my death! You
caused me to overcome that, as well, and now I
have heard the wicked trying to sweet talk me!
If they could not get me to turn from God with
threats, then another tactic was used.
This one was not a scare tactic, but more of a
gentle persuasion! I heard the evil saying
to me that God understands, and He will make
exceptions, and that God will allow me to have a
c-section! They talk so sweet, and so
sympathetic! These words sounded so
concerned about me and the well being of the
baby! Like I was telling the midwife, on
yesterday, that I am very careful with the steps
I take, that I do not offend God, because He is
my only Help! And I do not want to do
anything out of place that will cause me to lose
His Help! The world can forsake me and
turn from me, but let not my God turn His Back
on me, because then I am lost! Amen!
The evil spirits even try to use
the Word of the Lord to convince me! I
heard them say that I must obey what ever I am
told to do out of the mouth of the Man of God,
so if he tells me to do this, I have to obey!
There have been times past that we all have
heard the wicked speaking in our ears, and once
we talked about what was going on with us, we
were amazed at how we were all hearing the same
thing! The evil does not just come to try
one, but it works on everyone! When Job
was being tried, did not his friends and even
his wife come to try to get him to turn away
from God? The evil will speak in our ears,
but it can also use people to try to get us to
turn from what God says to do! They use
whatever is at their disposal, but blessed are
they who uphold my soul! Blessed are they
who encourage others to go on and be strong in
the Lord! I have called on the Lord
Michael, the Holy Arch Angel of War, to remove
this evil and to cast it into the fire, where it
belongs! I am only supposed to handle it
as long as the Lord allows me to! I cast
the burden to the Lord, for Him to destroy it!
This is what the Lord said,
through Xmeah;
So, you are
standing in the wilderness, and the evil is
speaking to you constantly!
You hear many words coming to tempt you
in what to do!
But, this is what happened with the Lord
Jesus in the wilderness!
When the time of this trial is over, you
shall say to the evil even as the Lord said,
"Depart from me, O Satan, because you are an
offense to me!"
You will not listen to the evil; and,
neither will you do any of its suggestions!
It is the trial!
This is why the delay in delivery is
happening!
Remember James chapter 1.
The evil is trying to use fear to cause
you to go another way!
The Lord comforts the hearts with His
Understanding!
O you people, let your words be
encouraging to others!
Amen!
You said in James Chapter 1 to
count it all joy when we fall into different
temptations! I do count this as joy, and
it is funny to me how others will look at it and
wonder how can I give God thanks for the trials
that I am enduring! But this is what God
said to do! I am thankful, and the more I
meditate on what is happening to me, it makes me
more joyful! As the Apostles said, they
rejoiced in being counted worthy to receive the
beatings and the stripes! If we do not
suffer with the Lord, then we cannot reign with
Him! So I say even as John said, "Even so,
come, O Lord!" I don't look at the bumpy
road, but what is the end result of this road I
am on! Amen! This is what excites
me!
The trying of my faith works
patience, and without faith I cannot please God!
And with patience will I possess my soul!
Blessed is the Remembrance, which is the Holy
Ghost! Now the things that I have learned
are coming back to me and they are a comfort and
a joy to my heart! The Word is being
fulfilled! The Word is edifying my soul,
just as You said it would! We get fed a
lot of the Word, but in the time of trouble, the
Word is supposed to come back to our remembrance
to strengthen us and tell us what to do! I
see this happening to me, now, when I need it
the most! Amen!
It is not a shame to acknowledge
what we do not have. If we ask You for it,
You will not be angry with us for not having it
and asking for it! Amen! I do ask
for Wisdom, O God, because I do need it. I
know I do not have it, but I know that You can
give it to me! I also know that I need it!
I see situations where I need to know what is
the wise thing to say, or to do, and I do not
want to always have to run to Xmeah to ask him
what is the wise thing to do! I do ask
that You would give this gift to me, too, O
Lord. Amen!
We ask for a thing, and give You
no rest, until we see that You have risen up and
given us what we need! Amen!
My Lord, the meditations in the
Word and the understanding that You bring forth
is wonderful to me! To understand what it
is that is happening, is a blessing to me!
The evil tries to wear me down,
and get me in my weak moments, because I am
suffering with much pain all over my body!
It is a constant pain, that there seems to be no
relief from. There are times that even
lying down is uncomfortable! My flesh is
stretched and itches, but I still keep my focus
to not become moody! I still keep my focus
on joy and praises to God! I am given this
strength, by God to continue on in the fight,
and to not quit! You strengthen me with
Your Strength, O Lord. I do what must be
done, and I do not look for excuses!
Blessed is Your Spirit, O God, Who makes our
spirit strong to endure! You did this for
Job, and You did this for Xmeah, and I know You
can do it for me, too! You make me to be
joyful! You make me to overcome my strong
enemy! There are times that we ask for
things from the Lord, and the Lord asks us do we
know what we are asking for. Because He
does not just "zap" us into being something, but
there are steps to take to get what we asked
for. If we follow the steps and endure,
then we get what it was that we petitioned of
the Lord!
Like it says in Psalm 18, You
make me to leap over a wall! You delivered
me from my strong enemy! A bow of steel is
broken by my arm! You are my Strength, my
Fortress and my Hightower! Amen!
You gave me to pray about not
being afraid to move on up a little higher!
You also gave me to meditate on the miracle You
did for me when You healed me of the condition
in my back! You said, through Xmeah, that
I will see even greater things! And is not
this pregnancy and delay of delivery, a greater
thing in my eyes! Look at what You are
doing for me, O Lord God! You are truly
building me up in some tremendous faith and
trust in You! This is fantastic in my
eyes!
There was a dream the other day,
that I was given, that showed that I was riding
on a three wheeled cycle. I considered the
three wheels as the Holy Trinity. I was
very comfortable as I rode along, on this three
wheeled cycle. But then suddenly a strong
wind lifted me up off of this three wheeled
cycle and took me into the air! Higher and
higher I would go, but not all at once.
But at each point that I was taken higher, I
became more afraid! I was afraid of
heights and I was afraid of if I were to fall,
how great would that fall be!
Xmeah pointed something out to
me, after I told him the dream. He caused
me to see how strong was that wind to be able to
lift me off the ground, but notice how gentle it
was in how it handled me! I also notice,
now, how precise the wind was to pick me up,
from off of the three wheeled cycle, and leave
the cycle sitting there, while it lifted me off
the ground! Wow, that is amazing!
Xmeah spoke about a time that he
was at a monestary and the Lord caused him to
see a tree, with a great wind blowing all around
it, causing all of the branches to shake, but
then to notice that there was one branch that
was sitting perfectly still, while the wind went
up and down, around the tree! Xmeah spoke
about how he giggled, like a little child at
this awesome thing that God was doing before his
eyes! And that is how I feel, when I see
this awesome thing in the dream, that a wind was
so strong, but so precise and gentle, to lift me
off of the cycle, and lift me into the air, but
was not hurting me! It was so strong, but
so gentle! Truly amazing!
But in the dream, I was afraid.
And as the fear in me grew, the wind softly
carried me back down to the ground, and I was
able to set my feet back on the ground again.
The Lord was showing me a fear of
being taken higher. We do find ourselves
being very comfortable in certain situations,
and not wanting to move onward, when that is
what the Lord wants us to do! In the time
of Israel entering into the Promise Land, they
would go in, and defeat the evil that was there,
and a certain tribe would inherit that land.
But instead of stopping there, the entire tribe
moved on to the next spot to overtake that area,
too! No one stopped and got comfortable,
right where they were! They continued on!
And that is what I meditated on
when I considered the miraculous healing that
the Lord did for me, when I was not able to walk
upright anymore because of the condition in my
back. I will not forget how I came!
You used Xmeah to speak to me and to tell me
what You were saying to do! I spoke the
words You gave him to tell me to speak, and I
cursed the spirits, You gave me to curse, and to
bless the Spirit that You gave me to bless!
I did just as I was told! No more and no
less, and then when Xmeah spoke and said, "Rise
and walk!" I was able to stand straight up,
which I had not been able to do in so long, and
all of the pain was gone! I was able to
walk again! I rejoiced in what the Lord
did and how He had healed me so quickly from a
tremendous pain that I had been dealing with for
so long! But Xmeah told me that I would
see even greater things! He told me this
after this miracle happened for me, and now I
see another situation that has risen up, so that
God can once again, show His Great Power!
Amen!
Who has ever heard of such a
thing as what I am going through? But
Glory be to You, O Lord God Almighty Who has
allowed this to be, for Your Glory!
Wait on the Lord and be of good
courage and He will strengthen your heart!
Wait, I say, on the Lord! Amen!
Riech D.
Cruz
1735
College Street
Beaumont,
TX 77701
409-839-8404
riech@mycomputerlady.net
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