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It is wonderful, the meditations that You give to us, O Lord! Thank You for the time, this day, to write! Thank You for the use of the Angels! We were taught to utilize the help that God has given us! Thank You for that, O Lord!

Thank You for the inspiration that You give and for the work! You have given me to focus on my work, and I do thank You for that! You give all Power and all ability to do things! You do not allow more to come upon us than we can handle!

I love what it is that You do for me! I love the continuation of the joy and the praises! I love the new tunes that You give to me, and how it is throughout the day and not just in the morning times! You taught us, through Xmeah that the evil does not attack all the time, in the morning, because they know that this is when we are watching and also given to sing praises! But they will attack later on, because they see a history of singing, only being done in the morning time! So they wait until later on to attack! But You give me songs to sing even as I am about working!

I have seen how much fighting is in the mind! I even hear it coming from others! But right now, I am focused on what is coming out of my own mind! I hear something that someone has said, and all of a sudden, the evil that is in me, ignites something and I hear arguing and fighting going on in my head! It is senseless arguing! It never comes out of my mouth, but I hear it! I hate this! I curse it, but it seems as if it comes back! Is this like the relatives of Goliath, O Lord? Or is this something that is allowed to remain, like that which remained with Paul? What ever it is, I am thankful to You, that You have held my peace where I do not react to what it is that I am hearing! I know that the evil is trying to push me into following it, but by Your Strength, O God, and by Your Might, You uphold my soul! Amen!

What is it that You would have for me to do this day?

I have considered how I must work, because I desire for my children to have mates! I know that the women marry young, but the men marry later in life!

I was also given to consider, how much have I taught our oldest daughter to be a good wife and a good mother! Just like I had to teach our sons how to cook, I have to teach our daughters what it is that they are to do, too! I know that at this time, there are no suitable mates for our children. They were told to get to work, too, so that they can make one for themselves!

I was watching part of a Western, and I saw how the men, in those days, would go to the father of the daughter and ask for permission to court or marry the daughter. But it is not like that in these days! I have also seen, how in the old days, the parents would pick the mates for their children. But it is not like that, either, in these days!

My Lord, what is going on in my mind? There are times that it seems like the evil is trying to get me to look outside, at others again, but You always cause me to turn to look back at myself! Thank You, Lord for that! Amen!

Blessed are You, O Lord God, Almighty! Amen!

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