This is the Day That You Have Made, O Lord!

03-31-2010

You cause us not to be in any set patterns or ways!  Thank You for that!  Amen!  Today, You had me to just open up Front Page and start typing, without putting a heading on there first, like I would normally do!  That is when it came to me about not being set in a pattern, because if we are, it is easy for the wicked to set up traps for us.  Thank You for leading and guiding us in a more perfect way!  Thank You for the help that You give to me!

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179^th Day - 15th Year!

28^th Day of The 6^th Month

03-31-2010

4^th Day of the Week, which is called Wednesday!

You are blessed, O Lord!  You are my help and my Salvation!  You are the Strength of my Life!  Without You, I would have no strength!  Without You I would have no help!  I know You only allow things to be for as long as You want them to remain, so that we can get out of it, what we are supposed to get out of it!  Trials do not last always!  I still hear a lot of evil in my head, talking to me, all the time!  It tries to cause bitterness and fighting with people!  It is constantly there!  You have given me to desire to see the evil so that it can be cursed and gotten rid of!  I do not act on that which I am hearing and being urged to do, but it is there!  This will last only as long as You want it to, O Lord, and I know this!  Amen!

What were the dreams that You showed me last night, O Lord?  I know that I did dream.  I was awakened several times in the night when Deborah would wake up, and I would know that I had dreamed, but it was not in my remembrance.  Thank You for causing me to watch, O Lord!  One time when she was awake I started to fall back asleep, but the Angel woke me up again, and I was able to stay awake.  I was very tired, but You gave me what I needed to stay awake.  Thank You for the help and also for giving me not to be frustrated about her being awake when she was not feeling good!  You said that if we desire to sleep then we are desiring to be unaware!  I know that I do not have awareness, and that is what I was focusing on, this morning!  I know that I need this!  I also know that You do not zap us with anything!  We can ask for what we need, but we get it when choices are set before us!  This happened since Sunday, when I walked into the Assembly and was talking, while the Lord was giving Xmeah and others to do something!  I walked in with no awareness!  I was being used as a disturbance, and I did not like what I saw in myself!  I asked the Lord to give me more awareness, and I see how I gain it by my choices I make!

Even when I did wake up the second time, I noticed how I was very tired, but I did not desire to go back to sleep, even though I had been up in the middle of the night with Deborah Esther!  I got up and then the Lord gave me to remember a tune that I heard Xmeah singing before.  So I started to hum it, as I was hearing it, and then the words of praise came to me and I offered the sacrifice of my lips to the Lord!  I noticed that when the song came to me, that the tiredness passed away!  That was amazing to me, because I was so tired before!  Thank You, Lord for that help! 

Thank You for the teaching about the New Beginning!  I also see how that is helping me with my writing!  Instead of going back and getting things that were lost, just start from right where I am now!  This is the point that I start on!  Amen!