I Am One, Echoing the Voice, of the One Crying in the Wilderness!

Chapter 01

01-02-2001

(Tuesday: The Third Day of The Week!)

Blessed are You O Lord God Almighty!  Thank You for another day and thank You for the rest You gave!  Thank You for fixing this computer!  Thank You for the persistence that You have given me, in to keep on formatting the hard drive on the computer.  Thank You also for guiding me in how to reinstall Windows 98 with a regular 98 disk and then to install the Windows 98 Second Edition back onto my computer!  Thank You for the help You have given me!  Thank You for showing the Prophet and Messenger Xmeah about how to take the virus out!  I know how You are faithful and You heal us of all our sicknesses and diseases!  So what is a computer, with a virus, to You?  This is nothing that You can't handle!  And truly, You did help me in getting it fixed!  And all without having to take it to someone to fix it, or buy some virus protection software! 

O Lord God Holy Ghost I ask that You would bring all things back to my remembrance, that which we have learned of You, for You are our Remembrance.  Amen!

People get sick, too!  They get sick and they turn to medicines and doctors for their healing!  I thought about how my computer had contracted three viruses all at once!  On the internet they advertised many different anti-virus software.  Each one was about $40 and up!  And there are also professional people who make their living off of fixing other people's computers.  But the Lord did not lead me to buy anything or to go to anyone.  I started praying and giving God the praise, saying that I know He could heal my computer!  I say "heal" because in a sense it was sick!  It had a virus that caused it not to work properly!

He has healed us, so why can't He heal a computer with a virus?  I said that I was waiting to be able to give a great testimony of what the Lord has done!  And now, I have the opportunity to do so! 

This is my testimony of what the Lord has done for me! 

When the Prophet and Messenger Xmeah came over to our house, with his wife, he prayed and said, "Unto them which are in darkness, show yourself!"  And then he came and sat at my desk, where the computer was! 

The virus is the evil that was hiding somewhere!  But even though it was hiding, the Lord could see it and nothing can hide from God!  Commanding the darkness to show itself, means that there is no way that it can hide!  But the Lord also sent forth a curse to the one who sent the virus this way!  It is going to return upon their head, manifold! 

My computer is dedicated to the Lord's service.  It is for the work of the Lord.  This is what I use to type my dreams, thoughts, prayers, testimonies and the Word of the Lord that I have heard from God's Anointed Preachers.  And with the virus in it, I was not able to do much work!  The computer would lock up on me, and the CD rom quit working!  And every disk that I put into the computer would automatically become infected with the virus.  All kinds of problems were happening, but the locking up problem, was the worst one.  I would be right in the middle of doing something, and it locks up and nothing responds!  So I would have to shut it off and lose all the information that I was working on, at the time!  Even a tract that came to me through the e-mail was lost!  And this is what I didn't like!  And at times when I was printing a tract that came through the e-mail, it would stop printing and I would lose everything!  It was attacking anything that had to do with the Lord's work!

But all of this is behind me now!  The Lord showed the Prophet and Messenger Xmeah, (by the way, he has no training or degree of any kind in computer technology) how to go into the computer and to delete all partitions and create a new one.  Then to go and completely erase the whole disk and reformat the hard drive!  The evil will have nothing to stand on, if the partitions were erased!  So after we did that, the Lord showed him how to use the Windows 98 startup disk to restart the computer, and then use the Boot CD that came with the computer.  This time it took a long time to copy everything into the computer.  We had tried to format the hard drive before, but every time, the old memory, which had the virus in it, would still be there.  And the computer would say that it formatted the hard drive, but it really didn't!  And the formatting happened in less then a minute!  We knew this couldn't be right!  And when we would restart the computer, the first thing that popped up was a message about the virus was still there!  But the Lord guided and showed us what to do!  This time, the format was successful and it erased everything in the computer! 

But the CD-rom was still not working.  It would only work when I was rebooting the computer with a CD.  But it would not read that I had a CD-rom drive in the computer and it wouldn't work.  I tried many different ways to install it.  But then yesterday morning, the Lord showed me to format the hard drive again, and this time, when I reboot it, to use a regular Windows 98 CD.  So I did.  And then, this time, when I checked, the CD-rom was working!  I was so happy!  Thank You O Lord for that!  But the Windows I was running was an older version then the one I had. 

Then later on, the Lord had inspired me to go back to it, and put the CD, that came with my computer, that has the Windows 98 Second Edition on it, in the computer and I installed it.  And when it was all done!  Windows 98 Second Edition was back on and when I checked the Cd-rom it was working and there was no more virus!  Thank You O Lord!  Amen!

I knew this was nothing for You O Lord God!  I have the faith and the belief that You could fix this problem!  I knew You could and You did!  I thought about how much more complicated are our bodies.  But You heal us of all manner of sicknesses and diseases, so what is a computer, that is not even alive? What is that to You?   Amen!

Thank You Lord for the testimony!

Thank You also for the dream last night!  I really liked a part of it that showed that I was able to swim way down, deep in the water and hold my breath for a long time!  I was in a very large pool and there was a race about to start.  Only one female swimmer was in the water with me at the time.  Someone started the race and she took off swimming down her lane.  I was not supposed to race, but I was in the water.  I had a coach and he told me to go and race her.  The race required us to do the free style stroke, which I am not good at.  That's the one where you have to swing your arms over your head in a circular motion.  I asked him if I could swim under water, but he said no I had to do the free style.  So I pushed off from the wall and started to swim after her!  I used my arms to reach high over my head and pull the water behind me!  I could feel the power of each stroke, and as I took each stroke, I became better at doing it!  At one point I was accidentally running in to the rope on my lane, but I was able to get off of it.  I looked and I saw the girl was barely ahead of me, but she would still reach the end of the pool first.  I was a about second behind her.

When she reached the wall and turned and pushed off, I was right behind her!  But I pushed off better then she did, and then we were side by side!  I used my strength to pull myself through the water and then I was ahead of her!  I swam hard and kept going until I reached the other end of the pool, and I won the race! 

I liked that dream!

The other part that I remember was, now I was in a body of water, like a lake.  I went to the bottom of the lake and there was a plane, or some sort of vehicle that was on the bottom of the water.  Maybe a submarine, I am not sure.  There were rows of seats in this thing, but it was full of water.  There was a man, like Denzel Washington, in the water with me.  He was sitting down and he was watching me swim.  I knew this.  And I wanted him to look at my butt.  But we were both completely under water, but it did not seem like we were!  One reason why, was because the water was very clear!  It looked just like air.  And the other reason was because I was able to be there for so long! 

I wanted him to desire me and I knew how to move to make him lust after me.  Why was I doing this?  What does this dream mean, O Lord? 

HONESTY!

We have to have honesty in our hearts! 

And we all know what are our intents and desires.  I wanted him to look at my butt!  I had thoughts of looking good!

I ask that these things would be removed from me and utterly destroyed O Lord God that I would see them no more and forever!  Everything that You say O Lord is true!  I do not want to be found trying to look good to others!  I have to have the focus of looking good to You, O Lord God!  Amen!

There was more to the dream, but the rest is not in my remembrance at this time!

Oh!  Now something is in my remembrance! Somebody died in the dream!  Was it the girl I beat in the race? 

I saw a body floating in the water where we were.  I pushed her away from me.  She was not in the plane with us, she was outside.  There was some sort of law, in the place that I was, that I should have gone to jail, but I didn't.

Then I saw that I was in the midst of a group of people and I saw a skinny white man married to a very fat white woman.  The man had red hair. 

The Lord said we have to pay attention to the details in the dream.  I now look at the things that the Lord caused me to notice.  What do these things mean. Lord?

These people were from Europe.  There was a white man standing in front of the group, and he was just given the title of "lord."  There were other people with titles there, too.  They seemed to be English people, but the red haired man and his wife were Irish!  They were sitting in two chairs and all I could see was the back of their heads.   But then the husband turned around, he turned to his left, and I think about how the white female with the golden robe, also turned to her left to look behind her. 

As he turned, he said, now that he was married he was going to gain some weight!  And when he had turned around, all the way, facing me, he was now fat!  He gained that much weight in the second that it took him to turn his head all the way around, to me!  I saw that he had a full red mustache and beard and he had gained a lot of weight!  I would say he was at least 450-500 pounds!  And when he was not facing me he had to have been around 125 pounds!  That was amazing to see someone gain that much weight so fast!   

Lord, what do these things mean?  You pointed out to me several things that I paid attention to during this dream.  One is that he was Irish!  He had red hair and he gained weight!  You also caused me to pay attention to the direction in which he turned!  What do these things mean?

To my left, I could see the forest!  There was a place that led down, into a valley.  But the whole place was covered with all kinds of pretty green trees and different kinds of green shrubs and plants!  It looked so pretty! 

I overheard someone talking about the tenants that worked the land for the lords.

Lord, I ask for the understanding to this dream.  I also ask O Lord that You would help me to focus.  As I am typing, the TV is on and I do not want it to distract me.  We need to become accustomed to hearing You in the midst of all manner of noises and distractions! 

It was written in a report from a long time ago about how some people say they want to go to a quiet place to sit down and write.  But they cannot write in the midst of a lot of noise!  But how can they be perfected in hearing the Lord speaking to them, if they are always in a quiet place?

I thought about the peaceful green forest that I saw in the dream!  It was so quiet and serene.  But my hearing will become stronger if I become accustomed to hearing God in the midst of a lot of noises!  Amen!

Thank You for the focus, now, Lord.  The TV is not bothering me as much as it was before.  Amen!

This is the day that You have made!  Thank You for the gladness and rejoicing in it!  Thank You for blessing us with so much food to eat and food to share!  Thank You for the counsel on eating garlic and to marinate the pork in vinegar and garlic. 

My husband and I woke up with very bad head aches yesterday and we spoke to a Man of God about it.  And the Lord gave us what to do!  Thank You  for the counsel!  Thank You for all the meat You blessed us with and all the sandwiches, too!  Truly You do provide us with all our needs!  Thank You even for the money You caused me to find!  Amen!  Thank You for the peace and the joy!  Amen!

Teach me to pray, O Lord!  Thank You for all the writing which You have given me to do this day!  Thank You for the inspiration to write!  I ask that You would bless us with more paper and more ink for the printer.  I ask O Lord, who is worthy?  I ask that You would give me someone to give the Word to, this day!

(Note: as of 02-24-2001, the Lord did bless us with an abundance of paper and an ink cartridge for the printer!  Thank You Lord!)

I also ask that You would bless us with cassette tapes to record.  Amen.  (And You did bless us with cassette tapes, also!  Thank You Lord!)

I just thought about the dream with the man who looked like Denzel Washington.  How was it, that he could sit in a chair, under water, and seem so relaxed?  I thought about how I wanted him to look at my butt and I wanted him to desire me.  Lord, what do all these things mean? 

If I do something to cause someone else to sin, I am guilty of lasciviousness!  I caused him to lust, which is a sin, and therefore, I sinned too!

Someone died in the dream and  I was in trouble for it.  There is a law of God that says that if I cause a person to sin, that I am guilty of sin and therefore, I die too!  To sin, means death!  Sometimes, after a sin, a person dies instantly, but sometimes the Lord allows them to live on, but their soul is what is dead, and all they are waiting for is the fiery destruction that comes from the Lord!  In the dream it showed that I was not put in jail.  That meant I was allowed to live on, but the Judgment for my sin still stood!  Amen!

I ask O Lord that You would order my steps so that the thing that You have shown me in this dream will not happen to me.  Amen!

In this dream I had no thoughts of me being married or having any kids.  But I am married and do have kids. Does this dream pertain to me?  Sometimes, the dreams we are given are not for us, but they are meant for someone else.  If they read the dream and when It says, "I did this," or "I did that..." and they can relate to what was being done in the dream, then the "I " in the dream, is that person that read it!  They can relate to the situation because they know they have done this! 

In the dream I liked the way my butt looked.  And I knew it looked good and I wanted the man to focus on only that part of me.  The way that I swam, I knew that the focus would be on that part of my body! 

And in the dream about the white woman, she also knew how to move her body to cause people to focus on a certain part of her!  She knew what she was advertising and she knew how to get the people's attention to that area.

What do you want people to see about you? 

Do you want people to notice and desire your body, or your hair? 

But why not let people see Jesus in you!  This is what is supposed to be advertised!  Amen!

My Lord, I am not a pretty person, but I do want people to see my hair.  I think I have pretty hair.  And this is not right, that I desire people to see and like my hair. 

How is this going to help a person's soul, to see that I have pretty hair?  I ask that You would remove this evil thinking from me and utterly destroy it that I would see it no more and forever.  Amen!

Thank You for exposing this evil about me!

I used to be physically attractive, when I was younger and wore makeup and tight clothes.  I wanted people to desire me and I liked the attention I'd get from people on how I looked. 

But when I came to the Lord, I put away those things.  One thing at a time started to be purged from me!  I no longer wore jeans, but I covered my body and wore dresses.  Then I no longer wore make up, trying to make myself look pretty.  I also noticed and laughed about it, that how it was, that the closer I got to God, the uglier I look on the outside!  I was getting prettier to God on the inside, but uglier to the world on the outside! 

I see pictures of myself in my early and mid twenties and I was pretty on the outside, but I was very ugly on the inside!  Now I am just the opposite, I am ugly on the outside and getting pretty on the inside! 

Now this thing with my hair comes up.  I felt that this was the last pretty thing I had about me.  I have curly hair.  But now, I want this vain thinking removed from me, too!   I do not want to be looking for compliments about my hair anymore!    I want to have the desire that the people see Jesus, in me, and desire Him!  Let them desire the Lord and not desire my curly hair!  Amen!

Thank You Lord for the deliverance that you have given me in this thing!  Amen!

In the dream, the skinny Irish man said now that he was married he was going to gain weight.  And he did!  And it happened within a split second!

Who has heard of a nation being born in one day?  People who are coming to the Lord in these days are getting dressed in a hurry!  They are putting on their spiritual clothes in a hurry, because time is so short!  It wasn't like in the old days when we had more time to learn  things. 

This man who gained all that weight so fast, I thought about being married to the Lord Jesus and how He feeds us and our souls get fat!  This man was fat, spiritually, because he ate a lot of the Word!   And he grew quickly in the Lord!  Amen!

Every Christian is growing so that we can be married to the Lord!  We are called the bride of Christ! 

Men, too, are called the Bride!  Amen!

I ask O Lord that You would order my steps this day and let Thy Will be done.  I ask that You would give us this day such things as we have need of.

Thank You for all the inspired writing!   Thank You for the remembrance of the dreams!  Thank You for the two tapes we received on yesterday!  Amen!

Thank You for the testimonies, too!  Thank You establishing Peace in this house.  Thank You for the  understanding coming forth!  I know that this is not all the understanding, but I thank You for what has come forth so far! 

Thank You also for inspiring little Ruben to start writing. I ask that You would also help him to type.  I ask that You would give him the skills he needs to type his writings onto their word processor. I also ask that You would bless my husband with a computer.  He desires to have one.  I ask that You would also help Felicia in her spelling and her reading.  And I ask that You would also help Michael to type.  Amen!

What can I do for You, today?  I have asked You for much.  What can I do for You?  It is my pleasure to be used by You to do Your Will!  I love making the contacts and being in certain places at certain times to be a help to others!  Just yesterday we went to get our signs from our last yard sale and there was a little old lady who was having trouble.  She was saying that everything was going wrong!  She was very frustrated.  But You had us to be there at the a certain time to offer her some help, and to cheer her up!  Not all the time do we preach the Word of Jesus to people.  Sometimes we preach the Word of Jesus by our actions!  We preach Him, by how we treat people!  This woman needed help, and the Lord had us to be there to help her.  And how when she left, she was very happy again!  Amen!

Thank You O Lord for all of Your help and for ordering our steps!  Amen!

What would You have me to do now?   I marvel at how much writing was done just this day!   Amen!

A thought came to me about the man turning to his left.  When we go to the Lord, we turn to the left.  But we are going to the Right hand side of the Lord! 

If He is facing us, and we start going to the left, that means we are going to his Right Side, but if we go to our right, then we are going to His Left!  And there is no comfort on His Left Side!  All the peace and goodness is on the left!  Like in the dream, it showed the tranquil forest was on the left!  It was so pretty and peaceful!  This is where the Goodness from God is!  Amen!  We have to go left, to get to His Right Side!  Hallelujah!  Thank You for the information and for bringing all this back to my remembrance!  Thank You Lord for that inspired writing!  Amen!

I ask that You would help my husband and strengthen him to be able to kneel down and pray.  He has spoken about how it is hard for him to do that, because it hurts.  I ask that You would help him.  I also ask that You would help him and give him comfort with his teeth.  He also told me about a tooth that is loose and it hurts. 

Help  us O Lord to work together!  It is so important that he and I work together as a team and not fight one another!  Help me to follow O Lord.  Help me to be the wife that I am supposed to be!  Help me to be the Virtuous woman that was spoken about in Proverbs 31.  Amen!

Thank You for the continuation I see in little Ruben in doing his writings.  He gets up early, every morning and he sits at the table and writes.  Amen.

I ask that You would bless us with the finances that we need to get some more tapes, and paper and ink for the printer.  I desire that the Word would go out more abundantly.  But we do not have the money to make the copies of the tapes like we are supposed to.

I commit our money into Your Hands O Lord for the keeping.  I ask that You would bless us with Wisdom in spending money.  We count how much money we make and it is a lot of money, but we have nothing to show for it.  I ask for Your help in this.  

I ask that You would deliver my husband from this thing that causes him get sleepy. I ask that You would give him the energy and the strength.  Open thou my lips, and let my mouth show forth Your Praises, O Lord!  Amen!

I thank You for helping me and for inspiring me to write all of this, this morning.  I have a desire to spread this and pass it on to others.  I desire that others be helped.

"This Is A True Report!"

        Thus saith the Lord God, "I do know your hearts; and, your thoughts!  If you have not believed that this Report came from Me; and, that I authorized this Report to come unto you: I know it!"

"The Lord Will Not Answer A Liar, Nor A Deceiver!"

        Thus saith the Lord Jesus Christ unto those who have believed, "Pray unto the Father, in My Name, asking that you might receive, daily, your daily bread!  Amen!" Pray, desiring to receive it! 

"Prayer of Faith!"

        This is the Prayer that is given for all of us to pray, saying, O Heavenly Father, I ask in the Name of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, that You would cause me to pray this prayer with all sincerity!  I ask that You would give unto me, daily, my daily bread!  I ask this in faith, believing that this Report was authorized to come unto me by the Lord Jesus Christ!  Amen!

Thus Saith The Lord, "Now, Obey The Word of God!"

(This Is The Way The Word of God Will Spread!)

        Exercise yourself in faith!  You are to do with this Report as it is commanded in Ecclesiastes 11:1-3.  The Word of the Lord is commanding you to "Cast your bread (this Report) upon the waters: for, you shall find it after many days!"  Know this for sure, that, this is an order being given to you from the Lord Jesus Christ!  Your bread is that which you have received!  If you have been helped by this Report; show your love, compassion, and caring for others by giving a portion to seven, and also to eight, that others might be helped, also!  First, make seven copies of this Report,  and give them out!  Then, do it a second time: but, this time, make eight copies, and give them out: but, keep the Original Copy for yourself.  This is your Master Copy!  You will now start to compile the complete Book of Carriums!  You have given a portion to seven, and also to eight: and, that will be a total of 15.  But, the Spirit will speak with you, again, telling you when to give out more copies!  You will keep this bread flowing continually!  You shall become as a cloud that is full of rain, which shall be emptied out upon the earth!  Because of these Reports, the trees, which are the people, will fall either to the north (Everlasting Light), or to the south (Everlasting Torment)!

        Each of you, who have received this Report, should ask the Lord saying, O Lord, Who is worthy?"  And then, ask Him to give you the 15 people to whom you might give a copy of this Report!

        I ask of Thee, O Lord, Who is worthy?  Give me the 15 people to whom I might give a copy of this report, I pray Thee!  Amen!

        Do you know what this Report is for?  "This Report is given to you so that you might be increased; and, also, so that you may have work to do for the Lord's Increase!"  This is as that talent which the Lord reported that He gave unto His servants!  This is for gaining something for the Lord!  Thus saith the Lord, "I have commanded all of you to feed My sheep; and, also said, Whatsoever you have heard in secret, shall be shouted from the housetop!  You may say you are not able to make the copies as you have been commanded to do: but, I, the Lord, said in Isaiah 1:19-20, that if you would show a willingness; and, then, if you would be obedient; you shall eat the good of the Land!  Are you willing to do this?  Ask of Me to give you to be willing; and then, ask that you be given Power to be able to do this.  All things must be done out of a willing, and a ready mind!  That is important for you to have, first!  Ask; and, you shall be given!  Remember the "widow's mite" which I spoke about in Luke 21:1-4.  Give out this one, until I have made you able to give out more!  I do know your heart; and, I do know if you have the zeal to bare much fruit, and labor more abundantly!  Be faithful in the few things; and, I will put you in charge of much!  I will also give you to remember the Judgment of that one servant that buried the one talent which he was given!  (Matthew 25:18-30)  Amen!"

"Do Not Mistake This As The Devil's Pyramid Scheme!"

        Now, you know about that evil "pyramid scheme" which was brought upon the earth: and this, which you are given to do, may seem like that old "pyramid scheme" which circulates about, promising you great fortune!  But, this is a Work of the Lord; and, this Work is for gaining souls for the Lord Jesus Christ; and, for the building up of the Kingdom of God; and, not for gaining fame and fortune.  Because the devil know how the Lord will bring forth His people in the latter days; he will try to duplicate that way.  Satan tries to duplicate a Way of the Lord for two reasons:  (1)  He will try to pass it off as what the Lord had ordained to be done!  (2)  If he cannot pass it off as something that the Lord had ordained to be done; he will then try to discredit the way, whereby people would not obey that way when it appeared upon the earth in its true appointed time.  You are very familiar with the "chain letters" and "pyramid schemes!"  The devil had those "chain letters" and "pyramid schemes" sent forth with the hope of turning your attention away from doing something which the Lord had ordained to be done in the latter days.  The devil flooded the world with so many "chain letters" and "pyramid schemes",  that the people became turned off with them; and, anything that resembled a "chain letter", or a "pyramid scheme" would automatically be rejected by the people!  But, they would not know that they were being lead into disobeying an order from the Lord.  But, you must pay attention to what was written in the Holy Bible about a way which the Lord had ordained this thing to be done.  This way of distributing the Reports from God, was an instruction that is given to you from the Word of God!  It is not a wonder that Satan would try to destroy that way before it came into existence, by sending forth "Con Artists" and deceivers!  But, I say unto you, "Be strong; and, see through Satan's delusions; and, do all that the Lord has commanded you to do!"

        You are not to receive money from those whom you send these Reports to, unless you are a preacher.  I am not a preacher!  So, therefore, I can not receive your Tithes and Offerings!  The Tithes are for the preachers, only! I will give you an address to where you can send your Tithes and Offerings to, if you have not been giving your Tithes and Offerings to one of the Lord's ordained preachers.  The Lord will bless those that bless His preachers; and, He will curse those that curse them!  Be blessed of the Lord!  If you are not a preacher, all you are doing, by sending out these Reports, is seeking to make disciples of men for Jesus Christ!  And, you are commanded by the Lord to share with others, that which you have received!  Amen!

This is the address of the Preacher:

Xmeah ShaEla'ReEl

1912 Hazel

Beaumont, TX 77701

xmeah@carrium.com

409-347-8456

"Jesus Christ Is The Lord; And, The Only Begotten Son of God!  Amen!"

"Amen!"

Riech D. Cruz

Children of Christ of America

1735 College Street

Beaumont, TX 77701

409-839-8404

riech@flaming-point.com

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